A Cool Summer Breeze

It was under stormy waters that i said what i felt. she was in tatters - a victim of circumstance...and of malicious intent. there goes my plan - why does things like these always come up? how do i tell it?

it has been brewing for a while, every moment spent adding a delicious flavor...i think I'm falling ...and im sure i have. the signs are all over the place. i cant deny this anymore...

i was nervous. it suddenly felt like December more than March. i felt an incredible assortment of daggers stab my chest one at a time as she gave her words...but i didn't care much about the pain. i needed to be there.

under normal circumstances - my voice would have cracked, and the words would have looked different from what i imagined...but i finally said it in the manner i wanted to. this really is a first indeed.

...and what do i feel now?

here some more Ash for you. read between the lines carefully...you may learn something =)

Stormy Waters (Ash)

Can't seem to turn aside
These thoughts are yours or mine
I stayed up all night to see the dawn
The air was cold, the sky was grey
With shades of light
I stayed up all night to see the dawn
She takes me under stormy waters
Cradles my head as sleep comes on
I'll drown in her eyes, dream in daylight
Wakes again in her twilight
She left to write more silly words
She doesn't know
I stayed up all night to see the dawn
Awake too long my skin will crawn
It's serpentine
I've been up all night to see her dawn
She takes me under stormy waters
Cradles my head as sleep comes on
I'll drown in her eyes, dream in daylight
Wake again in her twilight
Alarm bells ring, it's nearly nine
I'm too alive
I've been up all night to see the dawn
Defenses dropped, I'm so aware
Of passing time
I been up all night to see the dawn
I'll be submerged in passing tides as senses
Fade into the night
I stayed to see her dawn
She takes me under stormy waters
Cradles my head as sleep comes on
I'll drown in her eyes, dream in daylight
Wake again in her twilight
She takes me under stormy waters
Cradles my head as sleep comes on
I'll drown in her eyes, dream in daylight
Wake again in her twilight