talking to myself

ME: i cant sleep. i cant seem to find sleep recently. i always manage to wake up in untimely hours of the day. yes - day...or i wouldn't name this blog Dreams in Daylight wouldn't it? i'm a good 2 hours away from where i work. i come home tired, but when i jump in bed and fire up my laptop...

i know what youre going to say... lose the laptop. you know how i'm a sentimental guy. i have alot of old stuff in my laptop. sorry to the guys out there, its not porn.

MYSELF: (ORLY??? hmmn...)

ME: seriously, i have stuff that i shouldn't really be keeping. like old photos i took and vids i made for a girl.

MYSELF: (see? it really IS porn!)

ME: no you pervert. senti stuff. i keep them to remember the good times.

MYSELF: (really now...do they?)

ME: well, seeing them makes me fell good at start, but i end up feeling like a squashed bug.

MYSELF: (dumb kid. get rid of them).

ME: i prolly should, but you never know...

MYSELF: (you still believe in that? for real?)

ME: i cant help it. im a hopeless romantic.

MYSLEF: (hopeless... yes you really are hopeless)

ME: actually, its been a long time since i last viewed them...like a year. im sooo over that and i already took them out of my hard drive a long time ago as well.

MYSELF: (oh, ok then so whats the problem?)

ME: im doing a blog now...

MYSLEF: (a blog? you stopped writing a looong time ago. so do you mean...)

ME: yes... i cant keep my mind off... i haven't been struck like this. you know that.

MYSELF: (i know. here we go again... fire up your Ash playlist. ill go make pizza. you reek of cheese).

ME: hee hee. i knew you'ld understand.


note: no... im not schizophrenic. just a little crazy over... =)


<---i only have hentai in my laptop. see?